Turning 23..... Damn I feel old.

Best gift ever from my sis! Cat ears Hehe.

Ok so today I'm officially 23 years old. Wahliao, like bloody old loh. Still feel like a 16 year old. Wtf.

Everytime people ask me when's my birthday, I always tell them to just remember the 7-eleven store can already. Its easier to remember by that way right?

Anyway off to eat buffet later. I adore buffets. ( Who doesn't? lol ) So much fun being able to choose between many different kinds of food. I do like variety because I'm the kind of person that halfway through my noodles or whatever food I'm eating, will get sian of it one.

But me having the hamster stomach that I have is like the most not worth it person to eat buffet. Because I never eat until it's worth the money. Like I say... hamster stomach mah. Bo pian.

Yesterday I went to this place that had a buffet for only 10 bucks though. Fucking cheap. I think its pretty worth it even for a person like me who eat like hamster.

Today going to eat a more not so value one. But once a year only so should be ok la.

Took mega alot of pictures but they'll be up another day. Enjoy first mah =P

Anyway my cat friend over at http://cats4meows.blogspot.com/ gave me this Honest Scrap Award whereby I gotten list 10 interesting and honest facts about myself. And then pass this on to 7 blogging people.

Hmm, dunno what would be deem as interesting to you guys so I thought about listing little known facts. I had fun thinking what to write though.

1. I had a car accident when I was young. Actually it was this singtel van. I ran across the road and got banged by it. And I flew several feet away and landed on my butt... still holding on to my school bag and file. The impact broke the van's front screen and instead of worrying more about whether I was fine, I kept worrying about whether I had to pay singtel for breaking their van's front screen. Wtf.

2. I also felt very awkward around guys when I was young and I covered it up by adopting this fierce attitude and beating the guys. Scary I know. I've stopped doing that since then.

3. I've been in abusive relationships since I was 18 years old till recently.

4. Most girls don't seem to like me much. ( I dunno why ok?? ) For some of them it is like instant dislike on first sight. The guys on the other hand have no problem with me though. Weird.

5. Er... I'm 1.48 in height? Cannot think of anything liao.

6. I have a sensitive stomach. ( Just like my cats wtf ) I am not suppose to eat any dairy food products, spicy, oily and heaty food. But if I had listened to the doctor and did just that, I would not be writing this now and you would be visiting my funeral. I live to eat yah and not eat to live.

7. I had my tonsils removed.

8. Everytime I walk in the rain I never get sick one.

9. I love the night and loathe the day.

10. There was this one time when a ex and me were fooling around on his bed when it broke and came crashing down. It would have been hilarious if I hadn't been laying stun tio in it's debris.

Ok, so that's about it and I now pass this onto 7 blogging people who will be...

Fel
Gin
Mei'er
Twilight's Muse
Kareltje
Karina
Kesapilo

The people listed above are not obliged to do this meme if they are too busy or don't want to. Have fun if you are doing it though. =]

Yay! I'm not the only nymphomaniac around Wtf

Recently got to talk online to a long term girlfriend of mine who is studying overseas. And I'm glad I got to because seldom do I see her online. ( She must be thinking the same thing of me lol )

Fuck do I miss having her around. I think she is like the only girlfriend I know of who I can talk to about the most seriously obscene stuff and she wouldn't even bat a eyelid. She'll even share some stuff about equally obscene shit back with me.

And I'm ridiculously happy to know that we're both nymphomaniacs. ( Maybe so that I feel that bit more normal...... Ahhh who am I kidding. )

Eh girl... remember to share tips ok? Haha. Half Kidding. Wtf.


Anyway have become so addicted in reading other people's blog lately. Especially TMI Thursdays from LiLu. Freaking interesting stuff ok. I can't stop reading all the entries. I would actually like to participate but then I'm not sure I want people reading that kinda stuff about me. Yet. People who know me would totally freak out or run away screaming. Anyway who cares so long as I get to enjoy reading other people's entries.

On to more bo liao topics,

I did my nails.




No money to let people paint so have to paint my own nails. Wtf.

At first I did a lavender purple base thing. Then decided it looked abit boring so I added silver and pink glitter on top.

Heng it turned out quite ok ah. Abit christmasy even. =D


And had Pastamania's banana dessert pizza for dinner.




I heart sweet stuff. =]

Especially when there's chocolate involved.




The first time I ate this though, it did not leave a good impression. But yishun pastamania rocks man.




The only thing that spoiled my yummylicious experience was that my bloody pizza was cold. =[

I was walking home happily with my earphones plugged in and pippin hot pizza in hand when suddenly somebody was walking beside me and talking away.

I immediately turned to the side ready to give my best fuck off look but then the talking walking creature was this incredibly cute guy ( with spiky hair! woots! ) wearing a red shirt which only served to make him look more hotter.

He said he just wanted to do this survey and I thought why not so I did his little survey and he started yakking somemore about I'm not sure what. I wasn't really paying attention. I only know he was one of those supposedly annoying prudential insurance people. After chit chatting awhile I finally got to go off.

And this is why my poor pizza turned cold. Boo.

The First Time I'm Growing...

Taller? ( Na uh that is never gonna happen. )

Then shorter? ( Hell no! That is technically impossible... or is it? )

You'll never guess that this is the first time in my life I'm growing...

A plant.

Yup, a plant. Wtf right?

Now you see I never like plants of any kind in the house because all they do is attract bugs. Who likes ants and worms and fugly looking creepy things with what looks like fur on them crawling around the place. Ew. ( I know this first hand because my family keeps plants in the house. -_-)

I like them so long as they're outside for me to admire. Then they can attract all the bugs they want I don't care.

So why the hell am I growing a plant now? It's even in my room.

Because it's cat grass I specially ordered for the meow meows!

It's suppose to improve their digestion, hairball problems and stuff like that. And they seriously need that what with their sensitive stomachs and all. ( Why is cat grass...called cat grass? Not the same like those growing outside meh. Why is there no dog grass? Wtf.)

Anyway when it got delivered, I was pretty excited ( my first plant ok! ) and when I opened the packaging, this was what it looked like...

At first I thought it looked ok but then I took a closer look at it and decided it looked gross instead.

The soil looked like it had worms and maggots in there! Does it not look that way from the side?

Never mind. For the sake of my cats I will keep the maggot looking plant thing.

So I watered it and it remained looking the same way it did for 3 long days.

And then!

These alien looking cute furry legged things were popping out from the seeds!

Awww...

Next these stem things started coming out of the maggot soil too.

And more popped out and they grew taller...

I was wondering what they will look like in the end.

And then they really looked like the grass growing downstairs loh.

Wtf. All grass look the same izzit.

I dunno what I was expecting them to look like. -_-"

Juu having her first sniff of the grass. She really likes it.

This is like the final outcome of the grass. I think this is the tallest it can get.

Juu at the side yakking the poor grass out along with it's roots.

The grass looks kinda tattered and torn from all the yakking and nibbling so I kinda snipe the ends of the grass and feed them to the cats so they don't end the life of the poor plant by pulling the roots out too.

Don't mind my enthusiasm for something that seems so simple. I can get excited over the littlest of things.

On a sidenote,

There was this one interview I went to lately where the boss was this Japanese guy with his shirt unbuttoned half way ( so sexy Lol ) and I thought the interview went fine till we reached the end of it and I got up.

And the boss looked at me like he was seeing me for the first time or something like that, I dunno it was just some sort of weird look, and he exclaimed... How tall are you?

I said Sir I'm not tall at all, I'm very short. 1.48 only. ( OMG. Excuse me while I go knock my head on the wall. )

At which he proceeded to scribble 1.48 at the top of my resume. FML.

Thank you to all of you guys who gave a damn.

Really. =]

I can't say how much I appreciate the kind comments given to me in the previous post I made. Every single comment. Because to me it just shouts out Hey Somebody Cared! I didn't write that post with the intention of hoping for people to pity or feel sympathy for me or anything like that.

I was just having one of my down moments. Hence the depressy posts. I'll tend to rant and whine like this once in a while. Bear with me or you could just skip those depressy posts. It's perfectly fine.

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............ I still can hardly believe there are people out there who care. It is almost mind boggling. Not like some people ( living in the same house as me and others in my life ) who couldn't give a flying fuck about me.


Anyway, I recently just watched another video on youtube which is like the coolest thing ever to have happened in singapore! I'm serious. Wahliao nothing interesting ever happens here la because people here are too conservative and not open minded and then they come up with something like this! Actually HTC did. But gudos to all the dancers who dared to performed. I just wished I was there. Shucks.



It was so bloody successful that there was even a part 2 at wisma. Which I missed too. Wtf. =[



Me wants the electric hot blue shorts. XD Haha anyway I think it takes alot of effort ok to dance in the sun ( 1st video ) dressed like normal passer bys with bags and all.
Imagine. Have to dance around carrying a haversack ( 2nd video ) and for some of the dancers, holding the HTC handphone somemore. Props to them all man.

Being Rejected

What do you do with your life when you are regarded as the useless stupid one of the two daughters your parents have had.

I guess nothing. Just get on with life. And don't tell me to prove that I'm not the useless stupid one because I can't suddenly be a smarty pants and grow brains.

Why am I the useless stupid one? Simply because I'm not academically inclined. Not good with books. Because I didn't accomplish anything. Make something out of myself. Didn't end up being something like my mum or dad. Which is like a accountant and lecturer. Instead I went and learned useless shitty stuff like nail and make up stuffy. I tried learning accounts to please them. But a quarter through the course I realised I just couldn't get through any farther anymore. I just didn't understand. Dad maybe could have helped but I wouldn't want him teaching me anything after the horrible experience of him giving tuition to me when I was a kid still stuck in my head. Non-stop asking of why was I so stupid.

Haiz.

I wanted to learn driving. Get a driver's license. Told mum that and all she did was pretend I didn't exist and said my sis should go learn driving. Here I was talking about me and all she could focus on was my sis. And sis doesn't even wanna learn driving. Diao.

I wanted to study somemore. But mum felt it is a waste of money to sponser me. Having enough retirement funds for herself was more important. I guess it is.

Growing up, I always felt insecure and if my parents thought me stupid then I must be pretty dumb. Never liked staying home because I felt like I didn't fit in. Always told people that I was the black sheep of the family. Been my dream since forever to move outta this place. Still working towards that dream.

Nothing has changed much since I was young. Still the black sheep. But I can only be me. No matter how much they don't like who I am. Thats all I can ever be. Slutty clothes and all too.

Catnip Infused Bubble Gun!

Been so busy with some study/work crisis that I haven't had time to update much.

Anyway, got a little treat for the cats when I came across this interesting gadget in a pet store.

It's Bubble Kitty!!! XD

I know.. wtf right. Mum said outright that it was a total waste of money. ( So says the person who keeps buying new toys for her dogs every week. )

I would think it was a waste of money too but I knew the cats would love it and they deserve a little fun in their mundane lives. After all, staying in my room 24/7 can't be very interesting. ( They have to cause mum's dogs are ill mannered spoilt psychotic barky morons who will take my cats as their toys. So the stupid creatures get the whole house while my cats only get to stay in my room. Can't wait for the day I move out of here. Sheesh. )

JuuJuu especially loves chasing after the bubbles. Till her stamina runs out and she starts panting that is. She's mega fat now at 7 months old. I don't ever remember Bianbian being so big and fat until after she got sterilised. Then she suddenly exploded into this giant black cat. No more that skinny little kitten.

Can't imagine what Juu will look like when she's one year old... or maybe I don't wanna imagine... I just hope I will still be able to carry her by then. >.<

Bianbian suddenly started salivating yesterday. Until her whole chest fur is wet somemore. I was so horrified I went online to google cat drooling and found that maybe ingesting something toxic or teeth, gum problems may make a cat suddenly start drooling too. The worse condition would be some liver problem. Waaaa... Not that suay ba. My ke lian Bianbian.

Going to bring her to the vet later. Decided to try a new place at ang mo kio because that stupid Kasey Tan is fully booked today. He is always fully booked one. The recep tried to make me see Denise Ang again but I die also don't ever want to see her knncb face ever. For the rest of my miserable life. Hope this new place will be alright and the staff not as stuck up as those at mount pleasant springside.

Bianbian: Why so hard to find a good vet one? Poor me. =(

Haiz. I hope it's nothing serious... and also hope it's not going to be another period of one problem after another like not too long ago whereby the cats paid a visit to the vet every week. Sigh.

Boxer-briefs

Did you know that such a thing existed? I didn't even realise that there was a in-between stage of boxers and briefs called boxer briefs till recently. Well I guess it should be ok for me not to know since I'm a gal after all? Wtf.

Anyway... I think I have an idea of what it looks like but just didn't realise it had a name. Cool. Now I know.

Found it out from watching a damn youtube video. Talking about what gals like to see on guys the most of all. Guess which one is the gals favourite?

Turns out most gals like seeing guys wear boxer-briefs the most. Second is boxers. And briefs isn't even the last choice ( going commando is more prefered than briefs even ) because only little boys, very old men and your dads wear briefs.

Which is true. My dad does wear briefs. Thereby automatically making briefs a huge turn off for me to see on any guy I am with. Eww.

And for the average guy... I think boxers or boxer briefs are more flattering than briefs. Unless you have a really hot looking bod like a calvin klein's model otherwise you will just be squeezing all your fats out of your underwear. Which is not a pleasant sight right.

Hmm... dunno what the guys prefer though.. shall go around randomly asking..

P.S. If you are going to leave a comment. please say what you prefer and why. Thanks. =]]]

Yes! It is the fringe! Stupid title...

Very happy and touched at something I just read... Made my day. =D

Been rather moody lately cause still sick and breathless ( still yawning to breathe, wtf ) and all... But thank God that there still exists little things that can cheer a person up.

Really feel like moaning... or maybe it should be groaning? There's still a giant pile of backdated pictures I have yet to load... so many things I want to write down and remember but apparently months later, still have not got to it yet... haiyo feel so sian to load months ago de pics now. Haiz. Oh well. I will get to it! Eventually... i guess...

Oh and first photo of me with 'the new fringe' up. Heh. =P

Taken with Gin at this place where it is sooooo easy to take good looking pics. Lol.

So what do you think? Better? Worse looking off? Haha oh well at least its fun. Though freaking irritating sometimes. Especially when the wind blows. Then I have to grab and hold onto my hair like its a bloody wig.

Random thoughts of the day

1: OMG! Having a fringe is actually so fun, who knew that?? Cuse' me but I haven't had a fringe since one of my ex-hairstylist Matthew tried cutting me a fringe that he said looks like Rainie's ( as in that Rainie. You know who right? ) but I just think it fucking looks like someone dumped a bowl on top my head and cut around it. ( Thanks ah Matthew! NOT! ) It is a whole new world to me having to see things through my fringe.

2: OMG. Got fucking giant zit on my face. Eyesore loh. Why the hell do zits even exist???

3: When am I going to get to travel again.... When oh when oh when...

4: Why people's cats no problem one but mine got like one million and one problem??? Not that I don't love them... I do... But why liddat one???

5: Why do the authors of those bloody love story books I always read make sex out to be some world exploding, earth shattering, soul changing, etc, kinda shit when it is nothing like that in reality? How can they deceive all the innocent gals reading their books??

6: Am I the only one in the world who needs to yawn to breathe properly? Only during periods when I'm having difficulty breathing that is.

Tribute to Momo

After four plus long years... Momo, my mottled dwaft hamster, finally passed away on 18 September 2009..

He lived an extraordinary long life. Longer than what most dwaft hamsters in singapore live to anyway. Usually the average dawft hamster here can only live till one plus to two years at most. They live such short lives because of a serious case of inbreeding.

He will also be the very last hamster I will ever keep. I now think a hamster life in a cage is just such a sad way to live. I'll rather they just be left alone from where they came from... be it the fields or wherever. At least it bets living afew years in a boring cage having no freedom and just having a stinky wheel to run in. I think all small animals should just be left in the wild and not kept as pets... just as birds are meant to fly in the air.

Also its too heartbreaking to keep a living thing you have feelings for only to have it pass away two years later...

Anyway... here's just afew pictures of Momo.

This was when I first got Momo. He slept in this same house for four years.





Here he is picking the litter and stuffing his housey with it. He always like to stuff the whole house so full of litter until you couldn't see him at all.

I think this was the first time he got on the wheel. At that time I was thinking to myself that he's so tiny but the wheel so big.. who knew one day he became such a fat fluff ball haha.

And he really loves to eat those black or white nut thing... Not sure is it sesame seeds??

All grown up le. Momo was very tame. He wouldn't nibble or bite anyone at all. You could just feed him seeds or any food from your hand. I was blessed to have such a smart and well behaved little fellow.

Last picture of him... actually I took many photos of him but most of them are blur.. I was a really crap photographer afew years ago.. -_-

He will be one of the two hamsters I have kept in my life that I've always remember. Maybe more so than my robo Fatty hamsty because of how long he lived but as the years went by, he who was originally a fluffball became a skeleton and I guess its just because he was too old... tough to stay fat when you are that old.. but I still felt very sad everytime I looked at him and he was just all bones.. anyway I'm such he is in a much better place now. Hamster heaven or wherever that may be. At least he isn't restricted to a cage anymore. Rest in peace Momo.. I do love you so.